Sometimes,
The power of loneliness changes your way to see the light.
Beautiful days changed into slow nights, dark, cold and unhappy.
I have no points more left to spare in to this, but the price of loneliness is more expensive.
Why do you have to make that choice?
I always  think in this. All the time. Including the time when I pass with him, infinite seconds of that little and anoyng truth.
He is a special guy, lovely, kind, expressive, all the things that you doesn´t. Or you is but I can´t see it in that time, or you can´t express in that time, who knows?
Today I had nice moments. Perhaps pseudo happy ones, but I was there. I was trying to do something with nothing. Nothing that you have left for me.
Now, the moment is gone. And i have nothing again.
I will survive, living day by day, using the little moments of my time to try do my best.
I will give him a chance to make a new life, with new dreams and expectations.
And i will try to forget about what happen with us.
I know this is impossible, but I will try again, and again…
Now I suffer, I am alone.
But someday, I don´t know how, I will love someone. Maybe him, he has the best traits. Or maybe just me. Today I´m nothing, into a sea of  sadness.
Bye to all of my past. Have a good night.
I am still here. And I always will be.